Saturday, May 2, 2009

some days

"please believe that things are good with me
and even when they're not, they will be soon enough
and i will believe the same about you."
-unknown author

Some days are harder than others.

Some days I want to rejoice with friends and sing songs at the top of my lungs. Or take a ride in the country side with the windows down just listening to the wind and smelling the air after the rain, because I really do love that smell.

Some days all I want to do is curl up on the couch with a good book and shut myself off from the world. Or maybe do a little crying just because I can or because I must.

I'm still unemployed, and that is 80% of the reason why my moods tend to swing wildly these days. My parents want me to succeed, which is good. But sometimes they are too persistent in their "opinions", which makes me reclusive and reluctant to follow their advice, no matter how good it may be. It's like I just shut down when too many people try to tell me what to do.